I am placing the past
behind my back
like a soft pillow
to lean on only for comfort
Then, if the present
doesn’t get ripped open
in a frenzy, as I give way
maybe the future will
hold me gently
in it’s innovative arms
My heart is big
but not big enough
to hide the hurt behind
when you forget me
or speak words unkind
My heart is strong
but not strong enough
to lift the pain away
when you ignore me
or hold me at bay
My heart is full of love
but not full enough
sadness still finds a space
when I rest my eyes
on your empty face
No hands doth a heart have
How then can it hold love
carry burdens heavy
or touch another’s
This vessel which feels
passion, pain, love
without end of depth
hath no need of these
nor limbs of any sort
for it holds, carries,
touches, feels in ways
hands could never
unless they turn to ash
Damaged or broken
still it beats on
physically whole
the shattering silent
to ears and eyes
while longing
for hands
to hold it