He’s ghostly
but it wasn’t his dream
He’s alive
just never seen
He wanders through the days alone
invisibility, all he’s ever known
He would really like to solidify
but he’s not sure if he should even try
So used to being seen straight through
showing up seems such a scary thing to do
and how to be real; well, he hasn’t got a clue
For the rest of my days
I will love you
hoping you believed
that taking your love
away from me
meant something
like strength of conviction
like it had to be done
I still can’t
make sense of it
since I’ve never been
able to get past how
“love one another”
turned into
“love the other
even when the other
doesn’t love you”
Still, I do
I know Blue
He sometimes comes
to stay awhile with me
When he’s around
I can barely breathe
He gets caught in my throat
or lingers too long
just behind my eyes
Pretending to be a friend
he steals clear thoughts
right out of my head
I then wind up in tears
I don’t dislike Blue
At least he makes me cry
It’s better than being ignored
without knowing
or understanding
the reason why
Heartspell 